Thats because you are a WITCH ;)
No seriously Sadie you are a white witch. I can tell by your interests in Mother Mature, wicca, the Moon, pagan rituals etc
I wonder if you know herbal medicines as well. Id have money on it.
Problem is of course in the patriarchial society we inhabit you'd of been burnt for just knowing too much about potions and life saving remedies especially in child birth and you would have been burnt.
By the way there was a brilliant programme about the First 'Witch' to be burnt in Scotland on TVrecently.