Thanks for the most interesting reponse Steven.

I appreciate the assist with this deeper than you could possibly imagine attempt by me to elucidate. You have added further food for thought.

I may have to do a Part Deux as they say in France ;)

Is the answer tied up with that inexorable need to find perfection in the creative act? Has it something to do with the male inability to give birth to another human being? Is that 'it'?

I speculate to try to feel if the answer may be there.